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So, I think I feel kinda sorta ready to come out of the closet again.

I used to think getting off to makes is straight if they look feminine.

Then one day I was enjoying some yaoi hentai with this cute femboi. When I was done I was like "hold up maybe this isn't really all that straight".
Talked to a gay friend and just realized/accepted that I'm not straight. Not that I ever thought it was bad. Just you know, I grew up getting beaten while being called a f@ggot... So I guess I associated not being straight with pain.

I've been out of that closet for a long whike. Without realizing that I was also inside another one.

To make it short, I don't think I'm cis. Not a trans woman and not 100% wtf I am either, but I also dont think it matters. I am whatever I am and it doesn't change the human being I am.
"But raccoon if it doesn't change shit why telling us huh?"
Because if people keep staying in the closet or just come out of it when no one is looking to go back in when there's people around people won't feel any safer coming out any time soon.
I'm not coming out for myself, I'm coming out for whoever may benefit from it.

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@raccoon don't worry, everything is gonna be fine
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@meso shut uuuuuppppppppppppp
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@raccoon congrats for coming out as a... *checks notes* human being?
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@raccoon congrats on coming out and stuff, I remember a while ago, maybe 5 years ago, I had that same realization while I was writing some of the least heterosexual erotica to ever grace the earth, for me, I don't think I got beaten up for it (possibly did but I don't remember), but I definitely got socially ostracized for the way I looked and acted and such being "gay" and "effeminate", and other such insults that aren't as easy to translate, so the negative association, social pressure, and such was all there.
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@raccoon Congrats on coming out!
>To make it short, I don't think I'm cis. Not a trans woman and not 100% wtf I am either
It's perfectly valid to be non-binary tbh. Same goes for being cis, but gender non-conforming.
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@nullenvk@miku.place my guess is fluid but... Meh, unimportant ultimately

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@raccoon @meso @creamqueen @VIPPER @jihadjimmy
porn induced homosexuality, you hate to see it!
BTW gay porn isn't gay, i jerk off to yaoi eroitca all the time and i'm straight so yeah
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@raccoon @VIPPER @meso @jihadjimmy
Please, kill yourself. I've jerked off to yaoi for years and I still like women irl. sounds like you're a deluded faggot.
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