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Hopeless (probably a poem)

My nerves!
Argh my nerves! Why can't I rest from those mindless worldly tasks!

Ugh the fatigue!
The damn headache that won't stop ringing.
From my coworkers, my life, my choices.

It's 4am! Sleep already!
It's not you business, stop being nosy, you did your best already!


NO, I MUST PROVE IM RIGHT
To an invisible enemy, such as myself,
over a miniscule argument.

I writhe inside,
With the thought that might
deem my actions useless.

Or I am of not use,
Maybe I never was, and I clung upon
a small thread of hope.

I AM REPLACEABLE I KNOW
BUT THEY MUST ALSO -
know what? How I've caused them drama for no reason?


Sigh, I am tired, sleep deprived,
it's late at night, too late for anything reasonable.
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